i need motivation

as i revise my work.. i realised how much i forget. all that re-learning is taking its toil on me. its like, i know i know it but yet i can't remember it at all.

revision is coming along really s.l.o.w.l.y

sometimes i wonder if this is the path for me.
can i even make it?
i feel like im losing it.
losing the ability to remember and apply my knowledge..
i am scaring myself to bits.

uncertainty is consuming me.
i need to get some control over my life.

NB: daphne is expressing her paranoia about the upcoming exams.
you could tell, couldn't you?