it's thursday!

i have been back home for a couple of days. really feels so good to sit in your old room!
anyway guys, i will be heading to KL (and malacca for a day or two) with vic this friday. gonna stay with quinnie.. and probably catch up with all the med people who live in kl! pakyeap, jessica, su chuen.. yeaps.

should be fun. except i forgot to bring my camera back from adelaide. dammit. so i have to use the vic's camera, which should be fine i suppose...

so seeya all when i'm back! :)

hello world.

*stretches my arms* i slept so soundly last night. slept without any worries or stress. it was SO GOOD. everyone should try it. haha. oh well and so the summer has finally arrived! it is VERY VERY HOT outside (about 37degrees) and I need to pack my luggage, pack my room and put things in order before I fly back home tmr! YES TMR!... so happy. not that singapore is any cooler.. but at least i am home. and the freaking flies dun stick onto your face and dun move for the life of you.

i could talk ends on about the osces.. (dysphagia??!!) (stupid CXR?!) ... oh well. it was really stressful and funny whilst it lasted. just gonna end here with a little joke made by my dear old porkchop.

senario:
patient presents with dysphagia (swallowing problems) and after asking him a whole load of questions, porky decided that the diagnosis was pharyngeal pouch.

porky:
ok sir, it seems to me that you have a pharyngeal pouch that is causing you these problems.

patient:
oh.. okie. so what should i do?

porky:
well we are going to run some investigations to confirm the diagnosis.

patient:
that is great, what sort of investigations will i have to undergo?

porky:
first of all we will do a barium enema on you.

porky (1 split second later, after realising the change in mood in the room):
OH NO I MEANT BARIUM MEAL...

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HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!

LIFE IS GOOD AFTER ALL.


*runs off to play!!*

morning!

heh i knew my decision to sleep more last night was a good one.

woke up today feeling heaps better. decided there's no point crying over spilled milk. i'm just wanting to get Cs for the papers. oh gosh.

anyway it's time to look through more ECGs! and CXR! and EUC, FBE, LFT, TFT, ABG, XR of #...

dammit. so many abbreviated terms for med. hmm.

oh and not forgetting HIV, HBV, HCV... and erm.. MRI? CT? CTPA? ...

heh heh.

oh shit.

the 2 papers in the past 2 days have been.. challenging, annoying.. and difficult!!.......

i'm really worried.. the impending doom of failing 4th year could happen!...

i should really shuddap, go study more, practice more physical exam and hope for the best.

eeeeurgggh.

now, this is getting awfully scary.

how my pre-exam mood fluctuates.

2-3 weeks before exams: stressed, trying to study, some distractions present, mind is thinking "oh still have some time, should be able to do it"

1 week before exams: shit!! have so much more to study, and i have forgotten alot of what i have studied.. HOW HOW HOW? *flips thru past year papers*... can't do them!

2 days before exams: still studying. still freaking. and very worried about the prospect of failing the year.

sigh.

gosh

it's monday already.
SWOT is half over. exams are twice as near.

and in 11 days time everything will be over!!.. 11 days! that's not even 2 weeks!..

I CAN DO IT!.. i have to. i can't give up... not yet!


haha. i liked how inspirational i sounded. :)

PS: do my test if you have the time.. or if u got bored of ploughing through notes!..

yawn

it's my baby sister's 20th bday! happy birthday little one!... welcome to the 20s! :)

Anyway, that aside.. i still have a mountainload of notes to go through. my head feels like it cannot hold anymore information already!.. it's so scary!..I guess if i keep reading it, something HAS to sink it ..right?

we have been eating alot of instant mee. eeeick...and alot of take aways!.. hai. oh well.
but today i made chicken soup.. because it's good for the soul! and the mind i think. it tasted really good so i guess that's all that matters :)

haha, vic and i threw our poor turtle toys into the washing machines..they went spinning' mate!.. now they are drying. they smell nice :)...

ok back to the notes.. @.@

PS: victor is a smelly boy. when i was getting some blank paper to feed the printer, he thought i was trying to STEAL his notes. grrrrr.