feeling down and out

been feeling croak since last night. sore throat, productive cough (blood tinged!!) and headache. i feel hot and cold and just really really tired. i have officially caught the martini bug. a virulent strain of influenza something something that just puts med students house bound for a couple of days.

i was supposed to do the patient interview session today. but my dear Mr soft-spoken consultant psychiatrist did most of the work. it was a simple schizophrenia case.. argh. i couldn't even follow what the patient was talking about half the time simply because my brain was just malfunctioning. argh. oh well. but then again he was talking about the universe on one leg and the world on the other leg when he plays soccer. and how Pele uses telepathy to make him talented in soccer. hmm. but maybe i wasn't hearing right. *shrugs*

and the best thing? we were supposed to go see a patient with frontal lobe problem but he died over the weekend. that's right guys, the psych team takes that l-o-n-g to get around to finishing their consults. patients actually die waiting. how distressing is that!

so after getting over the 'shock' that patient number 1 died, we very swiftly shifted our attention to patient number 2. he was, according to the referral form, considered a 'treatment resistant schizophrenic.'

i was imagining the worst. catatonic patient who is devoid of insight and judgement, and probably exhibiting signs of extra pyramidal side effects like dystonia/akathisia/blah blah blah from the antipsychotic meds. but no. my patient could engage in a really decent conversation, minus insight and alot of other stuff.. but mostly there if u know what i mean. in fact, i think i was probably on par with him in terms of performance in an interview. argh

anyway the point here is..

i am sick.
i need rest
and i should stop talking about psychiatry.

and vicky bought me the truffle Parmesan!!!!............... all 400grams of it. i'm going to turn into one of those smelly old woman who eats cheese and knits or something.

and i had su chuen's muffins.
which were a better pick me up than the stupid sushi from sushi train on grenfell street.
err especially if i don't think about the fact that i might have consumed unhealthy levels of aluminum today. te he he.